It's 1am already and i can't sleep. i don't think i would be sleeping anytime soon. maybe i wont sleep at all.

i have a lot to say. but im a nice guy i wont hurt your feelings unless you've hurt mine.

how DARE you want me to accept who your type of person when you cant even accept mine?
HOW DARE YOU EXPECT ME TO TAKE SOMETHING LIKE THIS LIGHTLY? two timing in my opinion it is. not the shame. but you two timing. But oh. maybe im not worth to be considered anything so you're not two timing at all.

let me ask you one thing. If you can accept "candy" telling you what you told me with a straight face, then fine. i'll do that too. BUT IF YOU CANT DONT YOU DARE TELL ME WHAT TO DO.

You get JEALOUS of me over rumours. AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL WHEN YOU'RE ALREADY WITH SOMEONE ELSE?

All you say is sorry and you expect me to make you happy when you've done something more serious.

It's not about keeping score or anything. If i can't be shared, i understand cos i don't want to be. So why should i share you with another? The thought of you with another would killed me. Knowing that you are with another sort of killed of some of me. The best things in life can be shared. But someone like the one you love? You think of me when you're lonely. I think of you almost all the time. I dont know how candy messages you that gives him his nickname. Tell me how am i suppose to reply to "ok.", "oh ok." "haha". "okay bye." Im not a matrep. i dont sweet talk that well.

i have to be sweeter than the rest to win you back then. But now is like, there will always be someone out there to make you happy. Im not happy about it. It just makes things more difficult. I don't just like you for your body alone. i dont stray.

i know we're not together or anything. I'm just super confused now. Im burning with jealousy. Strangely enough i'm still waiting for you. Lol. i accept who you are cos that's the real you. And it hurts so much cos there is the other.